Y for Yes...Yes for S!
Yes. I will love.
Love everyone who shows me love
Just like the gentle summer breeze
Yes...I will make you feel important. I don’t care
if you
make me priority or no. I don’t need to know
Yes...I will not make you feel lone. Never when I can still breathe
Even when you make me struggle in loneliness and
insane
Yes...I will smile at myself in the mirror. Even though you no
longer call me beautiful. For the love you gave me is good enough
Yes. I feel
loved. Not because of messages from
random men pouring on
But because you gave it all. The smell, the sounds
and the love
Yes...I feel like a woman. I will dress up in the brightest blue saree
drape myself in the jasmines I adore. Even if you are not ever around
Yes. I will
remain old school type. Writing letters
that I no longer send
The poems I no longer share. Scribbling the pages of my dairy in silence
Yes...I will still be awake all night. Feeling you next to me, soothing me
The forehead pampering by your kindest hands and I
feel the tears all dried up
Yes...I sit in silent meditation. Even when you no longer pray along
I will sing the songs of the Universe that we once
shared
Yes...I will not be emotional. For you never liked me cry or not smile
I know for sure I never will have you again. Yet I will smile.
Yes. I will
remember to show up with every new sunrise
I would have cried my heart out the whole
night. Yet I will arise
Yes. I know
you left for the reasons you better know.
The way of Liberation
I will never hinder your progress. Despite pain gliding down my spine
Yes. I know what love is. In body, in mind and in the soul
I will never call it an illusion. A Moment of truth. A Memory to live
Yes. I will
not write any more words. Will close my eyes
I know you are there. In my thoughts. In my deeds and in my life
Once Loved, can never be the love of the Past!
So, love yourself.
The only love is that of self-reflection!