#Day29 NaPoWriMo Self-Love is the greater love?

Y for Yes...Yes for S!

Yes.  I will love. Love everyone who shows me love

Just like the gentle summer breeze

Yes...I will make you feel important. I don’t care if you

make me priority or no.  I don’t need to know

Yes...I will not make you feel lone.  Never when I can still breathe

Even when you make me struggle in loneliness and insane

Yes...I will smile at myself in the mirror.  Even though you no

longer call me beautiful.  For the love you gave me is good enough

Yes.  I feel loved.  Not because of messages from random men pouring on

But because you gave it all. The smell, the sounds and the love

Yes...I feel like a woman.  I will dress up in the brightest blue saree

drape myself in the jasmines I adore.  Even if you are not ever around

Yes.  I will remain old school type.  Writing letters that I no longer send

The poems I no longer share.  Scribbling the pages of my dairy in silence

Yes...I will still be awake all night.  Feeling you next to me, soothing me

The forehead pampering by your kindest hands and I feel the tears all dried up

Yes...I sit in silent meditation.  Even when you no longer pray along

I will sing the songs of the Universe that we once shared

Yes...I will not be emotional.  For you never liked me cry or not smile

I know for sure I never will have you again.  Yet I will smile. 

Yes.   I will remember to show up with every new sunrise

I would have cried my heart out the whole night.  Yet I will arise

Yes.  I know you left for the reasons you better know.  The way of Liberation

I will never hinder your progress.  Despite pain gliding down my spine

Yes.  I  know what love is.   In body, in mind and in the soul

I will never call it an illusion.  A Moment of truth.  A Memory to live

Yes.   I will not write any more words. Will close my eyes

I know you are there.  In my thoughts. In my deeds and in my life

Once Loved, can never be the love of the Past!

So, love yourself.   The only love is that of self-reflection!

#Day27 NaPoWriMo Changing or Becoming? Where am I evolving?

From the cocoon to the caterpillar

I crawl my path with stages of life

Silently, forgoing the comfort zones

Surviving through the pain and suffering

Happily coming through the subtle changes

Only because decided to welcome transition

Did not crib about the bodily changes

Or the colours of life falling off

The shades of thoughts wavering in life

That’s when the truth of life emerges

With the purpose of our own life

Why we are born, what we are to do

Irrespective of how this journey may end

The life lived matters with people we touched

The only thing that we can spread

Is the care and compassion and love

With unlimited horizons to spread!

That’s when the change happens

Of what we are supposed to be ‘Becoming!’

#Day26 NaPoWriMo Z - Zen State of Mind

Oh, The Eternal Cosmos,  Bless me with the Zen

The state of mind with no- mindedness

A mind that is calm and vacuum and plain

With no thoughts or wavering emotions to drain

Letting me to connect within and with the Universe

Let me not thinking about thinking anything

Or the mind running behind the train of thoughts

Letting me be peaceful, relaxed and eternally calm

One thing at a time, worth a dime

Making me do things slowly and deliberately

Doing less, but doing completely

Taking space between every sublime thought

Or above all, being thoughtless

Rituals that are not hard on, but discipline

Keeping time quietly for everything to do

Making possibilities more of every moment lived

Taking moments of silence and in deep meditation

Smiling at oneself every day, and passing it on

Serving others, cleaning things and the mind

Only thinking what is necessary

Living simply, leading the regular routine life

With no qualms or excitement that spoils the zen

#Day23 NaPoWriMo W - Wisdom from my experiences of life

The only truth of life is

'This too shall pass'

With every change in life,

you have to be a new 'me'

When pain is over-pouring

keep calm, for its going to teach something

As you grow up in life

chances that you will be alone are only high

for crowd cannot get to the top

but only those who dare can do

Its ok to fret, its ok to cry

But not staying there for long is the key

If you desire something whole hardheartedly

and work towards it without quitting strongly

no matter what the huddles are

you will reach the dreams one day

These dreams become a vision

creating the very purpose of life

The beginning of all things is small

The more you grow, grow to be more humbler

leaving behind ego is only way reaching the pinnacle

Life is nothing but an true echo

of your thoughts, action and karma

The more you selflessly give,

the more you get of it,

be it wealth, love or knowledge

Learning is a continuous process

You can never be a scholar in all

Nothing can change your destiny

but your thoughts and actions can

No one can give you peace

than yourself in your own silences please

Words may be millions to share

but silence will withstand the storms

No matter how influenced you get

by the people and circumstances around

The inner you will remain intact

If you know that these are all futile too

How much vulnerable and emotional you may see

if you are inbuilt strong, you will still survive

Nothing in this world is permanent

not the body, money, fame or success

The only thing that is constant is change

so embrace it when the change comes

do not resist, do not fight it

go with the wind, flow with the tides

that the only way you survive and live

Every problem will have a solution

Every life does have a purpose to attain

Every love can be a pain

Every pain can be a lovely lesson

Do not forget the lessons

that life teaches you every day

This too Shall Pass

One day what remains

will be this blog and words

even after I am gone!