I want to be free, and I let it go!

 

Date: 2 April 2015

  

For long many years, I know I carried

The heavy load of the rotten potatoes

Though they loaded on my back heavily

Smelled rotten and disgusting truly

Then came the Zen Realization lately

Not without paying a huge price clearly

The thoughts went into action deeply

Rising above the betrays of trust easily

Looking back at the times I freaked out

Screamed like a mad dog, kicked myself

Demanded why, why me to be betrayed

Failing to trusting people anymore

The falling bricks of agony and self-pity

Disgusting inflated ego of self-importance

That made me continue with extended grief

Forever into a state of unimaginable suffering

In the pretext of perpetually grieving

I ended up in carrying the unwanted baggage

The baggage of being unforgiving

Holding onto the silent grudges of the people

Who had been with me and betrayed on my back

What did I earn out of it, than losing more?

Keeping myself captured in yielding negativity

That’s when, it hit me straight in the head

Calling to make my mind and thoughts a clean slate

What is the use of trying to correct the corrupted minds?

Who am I to control what other people do?

But, same time, should I not take my life in my stride?

Striving to forgiving was the most difficult task

So time to deflate the sense of self-importance

Yes, I had to let go the sack of rotten potatoes

Whatever people say or do to me no longer matter

For I decided to be free, and I had to let it go!

Making my life effortless and free of negativity

It is a conscious decision and hard one to make

But once we achieve the same, it’s the most elegant

Making life go by the natural way of happiness

And to awake, arise again and shine

Letting the anger and frustration go away,

After all, I’ve not been free in so long

 I don’t want anything to have me

I wanted to be free, so I let it go!!

Forgiveness is a great choice to be liberated

To be happy, to be successful and to be free!